I have decided to remove two of my three- part response to Emily Wierenga’s Letter to a Gay Boy Scout because Emily, in a move of boldness and out of a desire to purse love, has removed her post and issued an apology. You can read it here.
While I still, very much so, disagree with the content of her original post and the comments she left below it, I know that one of my callings in this life is reconciliation. I know that many of you were deeply hurt by her words and you might view this is a cop out, or me being a chump, I want you to know that this is not true. If we want others to learn to love better, we must allow ourselves to learn to love better.
She received comments, maybe because of this blog or others that issued responses, that were passionate, emotional responses articulated in a respectful and honest manner. She also received some very personal, harsh, ugly, crude responses to her post and I know that this deeply, deeply hurt her, and that is not okay. Neither are many of the crude comments made by her supporters. There was ugliness, ungodliness from both corners on that thread.
In that sense, it was brave, because if I imagine myself in her position, with those expressing such brazen hostility, I wouldn’t want to give them the satisfaction. But she heard the stories of all of us, how we love God and love the Bible and see things differently, and decided for herself that it was better to love than to be right. I absolutely agree.
My hope is that in the future, we can all work our words in a way that provides safety to this new, technological age. Safety for gays, children, parents, Christians of one persuasion, Christians of another, all people. That is my hope and my prayer.
Can we love well while living in disagreement? I have come to the belief that it is very difficult, but we can do it. I encouraged Emily on her blog to explore the LGBT Resources page that I have put up and I am looking forward to continuing this dialogue with her.
Also- is this not what makes our faith so unique? That we can hash things out, speak up, get hurt, get angry, apologize, forgive, accept and reconcile? To me this is a beautiful day and true mark of our faith in the God that wants to draw us all together.
I encourage all of you to head over to her page and thank her for removing the post.
Emily and I had a gracious conversation last night on one of the removed posts, I was able to express exactly why I was hurt, why true apology requires meaningful action, and this morning, she decided to take the letter down.
I hope that in the future, we will choose to not measure our faith against another person’s faith. I love Jesus, he is my everything. I cling to his truth as best I can. He saved my life. We should not lament our apologies, then it is not an apology.
Let’s choose humility and not say we hold the Trump card on Truth over other people’s lives. Like homosexuality, when one says they hold the Truth on this, it is, very much so, spiritual abuse. I have my experiences as a gay man, my experiences with God, and how I’ve studied scripture. I beg, all of us, Emily and I included, that we do not bang our interpretations of scripture over the other’s head and claim that God is backing us up. We believe in a perfect God, that doesn’t mean we are perfect. Choose humility, choose grace.
Note: I am republishing only Part One, so, for the record, we can read the apologies as they happened. I still believe that this post is helpful to gay kids and others trying to dialogue with LGBTQ Christians.